December 31, 2009 at 5:45 pm, I saw the sun like no one else did; big, round, orange, half that just brought a flash back of when I was 7 or 8 years old. The day in my life that I will always remember brought an ill feeling of sudden depression. I was running up and down the side walk of the neighborhood when all of the sudden I stopped and just stared at the sunset, it was this low orange glow that wasn't so bright but it still shone. It was so different that I just stood there; looking at it as if it was unrecognizable. It made me feel sad and without energy that I walked home with my head down.
That’s all I remember that day but what stuck with me was “that” feeling. The feeling of sadness, meaningless, boring day but now that I think about it, I felt like “that” for a certain reason, because I had no one to play with, I was lonely, and it was getting late. And when the sun shines like that, that feeling hits me and I don’t like it. It wears my energy out even when I haven’t done a thing it leaves my hopes dry when I know it’s going to be a great night, and I feel lonely even when I am with some one. But thanks to God, now that I really think about it, I felt like that as a child and things are different now, I don’t play I just have fun in life and most of all I have some one in my life all the time that I can look up to and just say, “Hello.”
